Heads I win, Tails you lose.

When it comes to love, you need not fall but rather surrender, surrender to the idea that you must love yourself before you can love another. You must absolutely trust yourself before you can absolutely trust another and most importantly you must accept your flaws before you can accept the flaws of another.

It has been some time….. Was really busy during the past few months… There were projects, assignments, attachments and papers. Glad that everything has come to an end now… IT’S MY HOLIDAYS!!! This holiday i’ll be involve in the YEP, going over to Cambodia for two weeks to help out! Wish me all the best because I’m really excited! I even joke around and tell mum to keep a look out for Jason’s whereabouts. He has been really good, always accompanying my family and I. The things that he has done for me, though I didn’t spell it out, I could still remember it clearly. Baby, I love you!

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“FIRST SIGHT
The day I first saw you, you caught my attention. It was hard to describe that feeling which I had my eyes on you.
Even though you were attached, I couldn’t control myself from having ideas to know you further (knowing it was wrong).
Thereafter all you left, with me was an impression of sweetness, cuteness, friendliness & prettiness of you.

SPECIAL DAY
It was a Christmas Day (2010), I was SURPRISE you agreed to meet me. I was so excited but I manage control my emotion.
I was LATE but I did not forget your looks and able to identify you among the crowd.
I gave you necklace. (which you are wearing till date) Deep down in me, your present was the greatest Christmas gift to me.

UNDER MOONLIGHT
UNBELIEVABLE (which did not expect to happen to me) we had a short little dance under the moonlight with blue lightings under our feet along the Singapore River.
I was nervous at first but when I held on to you, everything seem to be frozen.
I felt the warmness in my heart. It was sweet & romantic. I’ll never going to forget that night.

BLESSING FROM HEAVEN
1st Jan 2011, a new YEAR, a new DAY & a new START.
We finally make our COMMITMENT & FAITHFULNESS to each other.
I vowed to be TRUTHFUL & FAITHFUL to you. ONLY YOU.

OUR JOURNEY
There was UPs & DOWNs. We never had gave up on each other.
Our UNDERSTANDING, Our LOVE had even grew STRONGER.
For the past few MONTHS, it was like the past few YEARS we were together.

My PRECIOUS & DEAREST, ROCHELL TAI 戴之琳 I LOVE YOU, wholeheartedly!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!”

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I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I’ll never criticize all you’ve ever meant to my life

I don’t want to let you down
I don’t want to lead you on
I don’t want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I’m not sure I’m worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don’t want to let you down
I don’t want to lead you on
I don’t want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to say but good-bye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to try
Though it’s gonna hurt us both
There’s no other way than to say good-bye

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and no relationship is perfect – ever. there are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. but the love we have for each other is far bigger than these small differences. and that’s the key – it’s like a big pie chart; and love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. love can make up for a lot. <3 After all that's said and done, I still think you're amazing. I still cherish every moment I ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face. I'll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life

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i love that moment, when you're on a long car ride, or listening to music, or reading, and you completely zone out. you forget your trouble and everyone around you. you're focused on that one thing, and that one thing only. you're content, and everything seems peaceful.

i don't like to let anyone see me cry. i hold off as long as i can. as much of an emotional person as i am, only a very few have seen me at the point where it just hurts so much that i can't stop the tears. i always feel that i have to appear strong, because what other option do i have? what good does it do for the whole world to know i'm a wreck?

so, at the moment, i'm procrastinating on an assignment.
considering i haven't read the question that i'm supposed to be doing,
this shall be interesting, won't it? i'll probably just let it be and do it when the night falls
sounds like a good plan

also. am i the only person who can sit and listen to a song on repeat about a million times and not get tired of it? cause that's what i'm doing. it's just so loverly
leave me some love?

lovelovelove

I’m so happy to be with him, really. No amount of words are able to describe how am I feeling right now. I am always thankful for whatever he did. He treats my family like his, treats me like his precious little girl. Though sometimes he is a little too rough, farts in my palm, teases my sisters, look at other girls, being ridiculous and throwing temper, I still love him. No matter what, I still love him.